I don't believe it....it's gone from my PC! I'm really sorry about that.
OK, calling those who have the phone still working: we need a Verizon tool launcher program that's inside the phone. I don't remember exactly what the USB mode was but if you went to USB settings, there's a setting that when connected to USB, a CD image inside your phone will be read and you can install some Verizon updaters on your PC. We can use the installers on that CD image!