Re: What have I done w/my life?
The bottom line is that nothing will change unless you decide to change it, if all you want to do at this point in your life is to further your career and make money that's fine, but wishing for the perfect mate to just appear in your life especially with your defeatist attitude regarding your ability to be appealing. Some women are looking for a successful person, some are going for looks and others for warmth and intelligence, same as us. If you keep doing the same thing then the same thing is going to continue happening, get out of your comfort zone and take a chance on change. Taking the well traveled road is seldom exciting.
Good luck dude, OB