I have never had a marriage but I have had some relationships and I can tell you - WASTE OF MY TIME.
It was AWESOME in the beginning - in fact awesome is a total understatement - it was like a super high that nothing on earth could even come close to.
Love is an extremely powerful and extremely complex thing - I definitely felt it at one point but boy oh boy oh boy did it just run into problem after problem after PROBLEM.
About a few years later it just become ****ing unbearable. She kept complaining, bitching moaning and asking me for money ALL THE TIME. And it was TERRIBLE FREAKING TERRIBLE.... but it was also GREAT.... and it wasn't just sex it was that I actually loved someone...
It was AWESOME in the start like a super high that NO DRUG can even come close to - but after a while the effect ran off and the fall was scary... love is scary...
Love is more than likely the most crippling, powerful, intense, overwhelming, super high and the most incredible feeling as well as the most scary feeling I have ever felt. It's extremely dangerous if you are not careful and "lose yourself" if you let go like I did and get hurt like I did!
I have complained about her in public - and rightfully so! She did HORRIBLE things to me like put drugs in my drink!
I ****ing hate her!!!
NO JOKES SO I HAVE A RIGHT TO COMPLAIN OKAY?
SHE COULD GO TO JAIL FOR THAT
It was awesome - I will never ever deny it... but it was also ****ing scary... extremely scary indeed...
Love is such a powerful thing - if you are hooked you might enjoy the the ride so much you forget that you are being eaten alive and being ripped apart!
It is totally unique love.... completely and totally unique... no one is like another... none are the same for all our differences and experiences...
It's scary love because if you fall you can fall very very very hard and so hard when you hit the concrete you might shatter depending on what kind of person you are circumstances etc or character or the way you deal with things - there are so many things to take into consideration because every single situation is completely unique.
I did love her - I will never deny ever how awesome she was. But it is over since she did not want to change and thus I could not handle her insanity any more.
But don't judge your relationship with everyone else's as we all have different experiences.
Well done for having such a stable and happy relationship and I am glad you are happy.
Mine was freaking awesome but it was also extremely scary.
It was extreme... and intense that is for sure... extremely awesome and extremely sad...
But these days I just want to be alone as I no longer trust people as much as I used to.
I don't trust women because I have had such bad experiences - please note this is only for me and in relationships and not any business matters as that is more of a different issue and this is my current stance.
I don't like women as they are bad for my health and happiness. A scary drug that ends badly for me too man times now.
I am happy you have such a great relationship - well done.
But me?
I no longer complain - I just smile that things are over and move on and I am extremely happy it's over!
And I don't have time any more to waste on women... rather just build my empire instead!
Women take up far too much time. It wastes time.
And these days there is not a lot of time... love is awesome though... if you can find the right person. Well done to those who have found the right person though.
Whether you are quiet, rude, brilliant, arrogant, fat, shiny, smelly - whatever it is the point is it is completely unique to everyone and everyone has their own preferences.
Some people like myself just have had very intense experiences but who knows maybe in the future I might find someone that fits in with my life style and is calmer and quiet.
I feel more like Tesla that I am just not cut out for marriage or relationships as I see the damage they cause. I read this the other day about Tesla and was happy that I am not alone and someone also understands!
If you also can't stand relationships then do what I did! -
LEAVE