How do I feel? ...
Well... I always wanted to be some kind of "big shot" in one way or another ...and so when I started to slowly climb that little insignificant ladder slowly but surely I started to become a "big shot"... but it was then that I realised I had 000000000000 time and that I am now tired 99.9% of the time trying to sustain my sanity with all the insane amounts of production and pressure on me that I have to put out and produce 1000's of metric tonnes in a single day just so I can supply the African continent (and beyond) oh ever so happily so that the investors can make their billions and they smile at my pain with great delight...
I make my small fortune but at what cost?
From working more than 14 hours in a day... I can happily say being a "big shot" is the worst...
I long for the days when I was young, wild and free and didn't give a toss about anything - when I had ample free time to do what I wanted and when I wanted... now I am chained to my desk and expensive equipment longing for the beuatiful childhood I once had...
I wish I could turn back time... to the good old days!
Young man / woman of the OP of this thread... please enjoy the precious time that you have!!!!
GO OUT THERE AND BE FREEEEEEE!!!!!!
This is how I feel... chained to my own demise that I chose like some kind of fool... my own fate... or is it destiny?... I forget which one is which now... who really cares... who knows ...