Let's have some faith! Blyss has a lot on her real-life plate, but I'm sure it'll happen eventually.
That and when it starts we'll be here to help
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Let's have some faith! Blyss has a lot on her real-life plate, but I'm sure it'll happen eventually.
Bah you guys made me feel all mushy lol. I'm actually using my phone right now. As for what's wrong with me:
#1 Dying mom
#2 I'm really poor lol
#3 I have a really bad addiction
That last one is responsible for most of my issues.
Chronic pain+ chronic addiction= bad times.
I've been playing this "game" for nearly... well all 29 of my years but especially the last four. Nothing ever seems to change. I never win, I never lose. Just on and on and on... I had a seizure and almost drowned the other day. When I told everyone I kinda wish I would have they predictably got angry with me. What's wrong with being dead lol? Is either eternal nothingness, or going to be with God. Either is better than this, isn't it?
Eeh, well not always... had I drowned the 6 times I nearly did in my lifetime (not including all the other near death situations) I wouldn't have learned all I did about Android today. And I'm only 17. I'm grateful I'm alive, even though I had all that happen to me. If I were you, I'd push through. On top of that, we still gotta help you build AnimeFantasy and we can't do it without ya
Hey Blyss, depression is tough, and thats an undrstatement. You've got a lot going on, but I assure you, you are here for a reason. Maybe you just can't see or understand it yet, but never underestimate life. There are beautiful, wonderful things in this world, and maybe if you search more for them it will help you. On a side note, addiction is another struggle, and not one to be taken lightly. You need to stop the pills, and I know that's really hard, and I know it's what you have probably been trying to do, but thats really, really important to the health of your mentality. Do what will make you proud in yourself. Never give up, never surrender. Life truly is short, so look for the good, the fun (like anime), the wonders, and the beautiful. You are still young yet, and I wish you the best of fortune, and that you will be able to see how you need to move forward, and how to work all of this out. I have faith that you will be able to be yourself, and pull out of this rut someday! Good luck =].
I'm not dead at least. I thought this thread was though. Lol.
The rom? It's about the same condition as it was. It has a custom boot animation based on this gif:
All of the base work is done, but not the theme. Colors are done, but no images. Tweaks to the zram and virtual memory are done. And I do occasionally use my N860.
And I have a wicked computer now!
Asrock 880 GM LE FX | Windows 7 Ultimate x64
AMD FX 6300 @ 4.12GHz | HIS Radeon 7870, 2GB 256 bit GDDR5 @ 1337MHz core, 1337MHz mem
8GB (2 x 4GB Dual Channel) Kingston HyperX XMP Blu Red DDR3 1600 @ 9,9,9,27
Seagate Barracuda 1TB 7200RPM HDD (Sequential R|W: 162|151 MB/Sec)
My life still sucks. I'm actually not on any meds right now. AND I've got a urinary tract infection. And it hurts. A lot.
That's about it!
I don't think I will ever finish this rom
UNLESS
someone with good drawing skills can help. Because I can't draw.
If you can and you wanna help. Email me. See my username? First name, last name right?
So fill in the blanks:
firstname.lastname [at] gmail [dot] com
Where firstname and lastname are... do I need to explain it this much? Lol.
Thanks for the well wishes!
Edit: woops, didn't use my full username here. Blyss Sarania. First name, last name. Got it!? lol
I'm not dead at least. I thought this thread was though. Lol.
The rom? It's about the same condition as it was. It has a custom boot animation based on this gif:
All of the base work is done, but not the theme. Colors are done, but no images. Tweaks to the zram and virtual memory are done. And I do occasionally use my N860.
And I have a wicked computer now!
Asrock 880 GM LE FX | Windows 7 Ultimate x64
AMD FX 6300 @ 4.12GHz | HIS Radeon 7870, 2GB 256 bit GDDR5 @ 1337MHz core, 1337MHz mem
8GB (2 x 4GB Dual Channel) Kingston HyperX XMP Blu Red DDR3 1600 @ 9,9,9,27
Seagate Barracuda 1TB 7200RPM HDD (Sequential R|W: 162|151 MB/Sec)
My life still sucks. I'm actually not on any meds right now. AND I've got a urinary tract infection. And it hurts. A lot.
That's about it!
I don't think I will ever finish this rom
UNLESS
someone with good drawing skills can help. Because I can't draw.
If you can and you wanna help. Email me. See my username? First name, last name right?
So fill in the blanks:
firstname.lastname [at] gmail [dot] com
Where firstname and lastname are... do I need to explain it this much? Lol.
Thanks for the well wishes!
Edit: woops, didn't use my full username here. Blyss Sarania. First name, last name. Got it!? lol
I do draw as a living, I can help but it would be a slow process because most of my time is used on my art commissions and nobody charges a dime here so I won't do it either.
So once again "real life" gets dibs
If you like to see my work I'm on deviantART as ~oscarsama or my facebook page facebook.com/originaldigitalart
Maybe I'm not in tune with the style you look...
Holy
[list of words I can't say here]!
Dude.
Holy sh**!
You drew this:
???
I am a COMPLETE Vocaloid nut.
This could seriously happen...
Okay, well I will write more tomorrow. It's late and I gotta go to bed.
But yes... stuff like that. yes.
YES.
P.S. Can I use that as my pc wallpaper?
I can do stuff like that. I just can't create from nothing.
And yes I am a vocaloid nut.
See my youtube channel:
Blyss Sarania - YouTube
Nice!
And about creating stuff I find harder and harder copying things rather than creating but most of my "anime" style stuff is unfinished or not as polished as I want them, so if you want us to work on something I'm up to it, just don't expect things fast =?
Well, I won't be going fast either... I mean when did I announce this... and I'm sure the real world will own me... but anyway.
The big problem right now is describing what I want.
And btw I forget half the terminology for al lot of this stuff.
But I want icons drawn in an anime style for the notification menu and stuff like that. I should be able to find a suitable royalty free font(I'm rockin one on my phone right now actually) but the icons... I want them to look drawn. Actually look like they were drawn. Not unfinished mine you, but obviously drawn by hand?
Do you understand? I'm not sure how to explain what's in my head lol.
Hmmm, I wanna use that Luka picture as my youtube channel art. I'll put your name on it, so can I?
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