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    I watched your video. Don't let 'society' dictate what you should or shouldn't do with your life.
    Be yourself. If others can't accept that, then it's their problem. Find people who you can relate to and feel comfortable with.
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    Rescuing People, Perceptions



    Autism Cringe 2014 video



    Every day in my life I have many enemies :mad: Lust is my Enemy! Addiction is my Enemy!

    Autism is my Enemy! Depression is my Enemy! Overthinking is my Enemy!

    Woman are human beings not sex objects :mad:


     
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    From my perspective instead of this album being named The Sickness, this album should be named The Lust lol Conflict Enemy song






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    Ever since Chester Bennington suicide in July 2017 I have been making Mature Life videos on youtube 35 videos total

    No sex object, Lust is my enemy but Lust is not bad Lust is a part of Life Human beings reproduce.

    Overpopulation and jobs is a serious issue. Mistreatment at jobs such as Amazon is a serious issue. Walmart employees work hard :)

    Gratitude journal is useful :)



     
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    I admire your strength and courage!

    NEVER give up!

    Give those people at University a massive head ache and tell them how passionate you are about your subjects that you have chosen in life and let nobody stand in your way of success.
    Yes life is very short indeed.

    It is important to over come your inhibitions as I can see you are an extremely intelligent young man and you really should go to university.

    You have a lot of talent and potential.

    Never give up - please I can see you have a lot of potential young man.

    You are a bold and strong youngster.

    It is crucial to over come :)

    Focus on the end goal and over come!

    There have been so many people in life that started out in HELL and ended in some of the highest honor imaginable.

    OVER COME OVER COME OVER COME!!!!

    You MUST push on my friend!!!

    I almost blew my brains out through depression and schizophrenia ... I used to sit in my bedroom with toilet paper in the key hole and everyone at school looked at me like I was some kind of psychopath or delusional maniac and I was ostracised ... I was also "semi institutionalized" at one point.... it was not an all out / full out asylum but it was for people who had a slight mental break down and suffered with suicidal tendencies ect etc.

    I was told by my psychiatrist about 7 years ago that I reminded her of Vincent Van Gogh ... I couldn't believe how accurate her description was! Truth betold I am an INFP - just the same as Vincent Van Gogh as well as people like Kurt Cobain.

    Please bear in mind though that these labels do not define you as a human being and you are an extremley unique individual there is nobody else like you in the entire universe!

    Maybe this will fuel your inspiration - some of the most incredible people the world has ever seen have had huge mental health problem and serious challenges and difficulties and some of them were so incredibly gifted but they traveled roads that very few ever see!

    Pleas enjoy the life of a very special man who died during his time with no recognition and love or appreciation... but most importantly of all please enjoy this life! :)

     
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    Overthinking is a classic symptom of someone with autistic traits. You can't change that. It's part of who you are.
     
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    huge shout out to Trent Shelton for the protect your peace shirt :)

    I dislike double standards in society

    You can turn your life around for the better. Home Life Private Life Introvert isolation

    scary that time flies quick in Life. 2014 already 3 years ago where did the time go :(

    humans are born imperfect Life is Weird.









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    The human mind wants closure, but for many of life's most important questions, there are no answers. The way to resolve the conflict isn't belief in answers that aren't correct, but accepting that there may never be an answer.
     
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    That's where religion can provide some comfort to those who believe.
    But yes, sometimes there is no rational answer.
     
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    I thank the truck drivers and mail drivers always for delivering are mail :)

    human beings can all relate in life that life is not fair and life is weird.

    Autism there is no such thing as normal.

    It is the 21st century technology life thank pioneers of computer tech

    every day living one day at a time living life in weird life home life private life

    I feel less guilty watching trany porn than straight porn. Trany porn is my lust fantasy.

    conflict dj scratch lol


     
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    I have also just had to come to accept that there is no answer :(

    Even if God loves watching some people suffer by giving them less gifts or he may have chosen to give many gifts but them in a crazy household with yelling and screaming and lunaticing

    But I realise it's not wise to keep on getting angry with how unfair life is!

    You gotta just keep on keeping on and push through the madness to try and make sense of it all even if nothing makes any sense.

    You seem to be a very smart man do not waste your talents you have been given.

    I highly recommend you go to university and further your career.

    But up to you entirely :)

    Don't rush things - yes life can go by quite quickly but it is actually PRICELESS to sometimes sit there and just enjoy nature... Beautiful deep slow breathing and enjoying the moment no matter how great or small! :)

    You will see one day when you start making lots of money and building your empire then you will realise how much you want to just sit back and relax and enjoy all the beauty in the world!

    And it's an absolutely gorgeous world!
     

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    I think of other people's struggles in their life. Many people are living in abusive home life or toxic environments :( I believe abusive home life can lead some people (lunatics) to commit a crime of gun mass shootings :(

    Vincennes university in Indiana not an option for me anymore disappointingly :(

    self employed ssi in the unfair corrupt system

    is there any hope for humanity. I have faith in humanity.

    Do woman like to be lusted or rather just be loved or both?
     
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    I know life is unfair buddy but you gotta see through it!

    You've gotta rise up above it and build your empire!

    Well maybe not build your empire if that's not your cup of tea but definitely you gotta see through the unfairness and horror of life or you could miss out on all of her beautiful glory!

    What I think you should do right now is if you have a porker ( I call dogs piggies :) ) take your doggie for a walk to the park and just take a look at how beautiful this world is and how beautiful many of its people are.

    I used to get very angry with how unfair life is and how my rights have been taken away from me unofficially in South Africa how there is a new Apartheid here and how I have been told I must pay for the mistakes of my ancestors but I used to get very angry of how unfair life is but you have got to look past it all!

    You must get yourself highly qualified that you become indispensable in the world place so you can get away from all the madness and evilness of the world and live in a quite stable and safe country away from all the hatred and madness where ever that may be.

    You can't keep looking at the unfairness and the pain and misery you must also seriously focus on how wonderful this life truly is and how much beauty there is in the world!

    There is so much beauty on the world - don't let the hatred get the better of you and don't let people wrongfully judge you as some kind of racist or some other garbage and know that you are a wonderful person that really wishes everyone would love everyone else at the end of the day like God really wants us to.

    Focus on the love and beauty in this beautiful world!

    There is so much beauty in the world!

     
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    stinky I like your positivity you are spreading :)
     
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    I can tell you that probably the majority of people go through life and such thoughts never enter their minds. They are like NPCs, just going through life like drones, who never take the time to consider such things. Or they get so caught up in the rat race, following sportsball, or whatever. Anything to keep themselves busy and never have any conversation with another human being of any import, much less take a hard honest look at the darkness within themselves (that lies within all of us). You are now treading in the domain of philosophers and poets and you must realize 2 things:

    1.Very few other people enter this domain (a few others who also have are here in the thread, some making very wise comments)

    2.You will be better off for it

    At first it may seem like it's not the case, that you are the weird one, or whatever. I know I used to feel that way. I would actually alter my own commentary to "fit in" with peers / friends. But as you go through this process, you will sort everything out and come to appreciate and accept yourself for who you really are (I hope). But only if you are truly honest, most of all with yourself.

    The truth is that meaning (and thus, happiness) in life is largely self defined. So figure out what that means to you, and eventually you will begin to conform your life to your values, which you have spent a lot of time thinking about. At least that's the way it worked for me, personally. I will leave this here as others may find it applies/applied to them as well:

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Positive_disintegration

     
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    Not easy to be self employed in the system life is not fair in the unfair system of america. Donald Trump is doing what he can to improve the system. The government is corrupt :(

    Self esteem issues looking in the mirror :(
    I never had a job at 22 :(

    Grateful everyday to wake up love life

    Personal preference every human being is different.

    I tell people in my personal life that human beings produce waste and Life is weird I discuss uncomfortable topics in my personal life. I tell people in my personal that life is not fair, you cant always be n a good mood I know the world is not all bad. Peoples private life home life demons of addictions :( No human being deserves mistreatment. It is hard to accept that life is not fair closure

    In July 2017 I mentioned in mature life video 1 Nelsan Ellis died of alcohol withdrawal. Every day in Life we fight depression fight demons in private life. It is sad people who have ptsd and who had a tough childhood or upbringing like my Poppy rip :(

    I Mention home life many times through out the 35 mature life videos total in 2017.

    I listen to enemy song conflict every day, music is life. David Draiman in 2000 17 years ago screaming enemy I rewind that for the pump enemy I first stumbled upon conflict earlier this year 2017. Conflict is a underrated song.

    Does anyone here listen to vgm music? So catchy such as dragon road day sonic unleashed gets me in good mood :)

    I dislike lusting people. I will die in the year 2095 with my demons. In Life every day lust is my hindrance :mad:

    22 almost 23 year old virgin watching trany porn this is my life

    Yosemite mac osx was released in 2014. 2014 is 3 years ago, scary time flies fast in Life 2014 feels like yesterday. I built a 2017 hackintosh

    Nobody on here ever been to Vincennes university or lives in Indiana?

    Years are man made

    Overthinking is my biggest weakness in Life :(
     
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    Important question, anybody here besides me have self esteem issues in their Life? It can be hard to look at yourself in the mirror. :( Words are powerful










     
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    Of course.

    I've walked the path you're about to embark on. It's not easy and many times it seems futile and hopeless. And then I meet someone like @Stinky Stinky and his unique perspective makes things clearer for me. With every small bit of understanding the path becomes easier to walk.

    The mantra that I learned in my early 20's and has always helped me is reminding myself that I am not the first person -- or only person -- to go through this. I am not alone. And, it ... will ... pass. Always.
     
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    What's Life like in Indiana? How do I avoid Lust while I attend Vincenees University? In my Life Every day is a battle with Lustful Demons.

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    Alot of real world issue have existed fo a long time way before I was born in 1995. Rape sadly is a serious reoccurring that needs to end this instant has existed for a long time and physical/verbal abuse has existed for a long time :(

    I lusted girls in high school that was my life and today I watch trany porn my lust fantasy

    music is life



    new jersey has the highest rate of autism why is that?

    females in my personal life comfort zone with autism


    Depression demotivates us. Brain fog :( Humans have same flesh and bones

    Beautiful human beings :)







     
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    spreading positivity is my greatest gift to you all :)








    magnificent mountain for wallpaper :) there is beauty in the world :)

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    Evil People/Sex Offenders: "You are Enemy, You are my hated Enemy" Conflict Disturbed

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    I Never had a job in my life :( It's not easy being self employed in this unfair system :( If only I could attend Vincennes University :( I feel like I need a change of scenery in my Life. I need life advice in this weird life. We are all human beings in this weird life. Everyday I feel weird in life because life is weird I wake up in weird private life

    I dislike Double standards with Women

    Eric Thomas the motivational speaker says you matter :)
     
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    "I feel So Weird, Life Is Weird" - Ken Reid

    Discovering Your Life Purpose

    A lot of uncomfortable topics in life such as bullying and rape :(

    I ponder, Why does Evil Exist in Life? :(
     
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