Thank you for those those encouraging words. :')
Basically from 4-7 I was beaten on a daily basis by my meth head step dad and mom.
Then from from 7-12 I heard it all
"you're worthless. "
" the devil even thinks your crap. "
Once I retorted to my step grandma every human being has rights and deserves the best in life.
" People do have rights. But you're not a person. You're nothing. " was her response. (9 years old at this time)
When I was half way to 10 was when I was prescribed adderal.
Some of you may know this and some of you don't. But in the early 2000s was when the "add adhd boom" came. Well they were giving way to high doses to kids. I was one of them. I couldn't eat until way late at night. So I would sneak and eat out of the fridge at 10 or so.
Step grandma caught a wiff of it.. So she would make sure I wouldn't eat. From 9 1/2 - 12 I was 85-95 lbs and 4 foot 8? I was basically malnourished and starving in an upper class city "North Richland Hills"
It's kind of ironic. Starving kids in Africa and I was starving in America. It's weird to think of it now.
But anyways from 12-18 my dad called me a ****** stupid lazy good for nothing etc. Etc.
I had to fight him a few times because he would try to choke me sometimes.
I hold no ill will for any of my tormentors. But I learned much.
If anyone who views this thread is underage or stuck in an abusive household. Leave. Tell someone.
Don't let it continue! If you keep letting it happen
you'll turn out like me.
Also if you are in school and think someone is being abused visit here.
Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline | Childhelp
Tell a parent or trusted adult to visit also to help.