well thats trully buggered

[Kerogi]

Hi all

Well i decided to do the update and forgot to insert the goldcard, now its gone from bad to worse...

My phone keeps rebooting
I cant get it into disk drive mode (no option there)
I cant install 2.1 rom
I cant do recovery and goldcard is borked so i tried to make a new one and i cant.

So now i have a rebooting phone that doesnt work and no way to make a goldcard or anyway to downgrade or do anything like that

Help!