I think maybe....I should get a job...a regular job..where I use my mind...n stuff
I need...something .....more?
I need something to keep me out of trouble...and my mind occupied...hopefully challenged...
problem is...I have to be the boss,,,or at least in charge...or at least in charge of my so called boss...
and I don't want to work by myself because that would defeat the whole purpose...and I don't want to teach children again..I think...maybe...and I want something I like to do...something more...not so mindless than some work I do now...plus that's superficial and very iffy unless you put 110 percent into it...and I don;t really like it ...plus I'm getting older...and I already decided not for me...anywho
maybe
something ..new,,,and challenging,,,but not too stressful or rigid...
hmmmm......