That's a sad story Stinky you've been very unlucky. I have some family troubles but nowhere near as bad as you had.
I don't know about any God loving us, but I know one thing - a dog will be happy to see you, always be your pal, and make you feel better any time.
Thank you so much LV426 buddy that really made me smile buddy
it's a heavy world indeed ... sometimes somebody smiles just to hide the terror and pain in their poor unfortunate souls...
I think I must have been Hitler in my previous life to have been born in such hatred and madness.
I remember when my dad used to get drunk some nights he would come BASHING on my door screaming and yelling at me becuase I don't want to come watch the news with him because he will just start screaming and sometimes mockingly laughing at people on the news so crazy.... he used to hate me when I didn't want to come and "watch the news" with him screaming at commentators all night:
"SHUT UP YOU STUPID POES THAT'S WRONG!"
Because he doesn't like what they would say sometimes... and when I hated watching the news he used to mock me saying "You are like an ostrich with your head in the sand... you don't ever want to hear anything form anyone! The WHOLE world could be getting blown up and you wouldn't know anything about anyone!! Just GO AWAY!"
Or something along those lines just because I hate the news ... it would be fille with "white monopoly" any way so why would I want to watch these idiots all day long? It is a wasted life that
All I have ever wanted for as long as I can remember is a quiet loving home that had no horrible demands and insane and unreasonable requests that are against people's rights and destructive...
NOW all of a sudden because I am quite successful... "now" for the first time in my ENTIRE life he now said:
"Well done I am proud of you son!"
Hectic.... so it took him this long and only when I became successful?
I just wish I had been born in a loving home that didn't care how successful I was or how rich and power I became...
I also wonder if God loves us too LV426 buddy...
If I had been born in a happy home that was loving and not ugly and filled with drama all the time I would have been so much happier in life...
Sorry to get a bit emotional here but...
IF YOU HAVE A LOVING HOME AND FAMILY YOU ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING - IT IS SO PRECIOUS AND PRICELESS THAT NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO REAL GENUINE LOVE DON'T BE FOOLED BY OTHER PEOPLE'S IGNORANT WORDS AND SAY MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT -IT'S JUST GARBAGE - SOME PEOPLE WANT LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WHOLE WORLD MORE THAN ANY MONEY OR POWER COULD EVER DREAM OF OR COMPARE...
If you have love you have EVERYTHING!! :-D
If it is unbreakable with no attachments and no demands then you have something SO incredible and special that nobody and I mean NOBODY can take that away from you!
Some people wanted to be born in a loving family that didn't YELL at them for not answering the telephone and say you are good for nothing for only god knows....
Love is so special ... if there is one thing you SHOULD assume it is to always be loving and caring!!! :-D